Me In Front of Myself

It's time again to take a look at myself. A few months later. And to strike a balance.

I stand here. Pure. Sincere. Transparent.

One of the periods in my life in which I am purely and completely pleased with myself and my life. But don't think it means there's nothing to work on! There is. And there will always be. No doubt. There is no one in this world - NO ONE - who has it all perfect! Thank God! Because if it had been so, then our way on earth would have been through and...it will be time for us to leave this world.

Me.

I am in peace with myself.

I got to know myself even better.

I have become pretty direct with people. Insultingly direct for many of them.

I am at ease.

I am honest. I am at times even scarily honest. And I do enjoy it.

I am in love. I am so sincerely and devotingly in love.

I give. I have the energy to give a lot. But I don't give it gratis. I give it only when I see there is someone who is ready to take it.

I have learned to save my energy even more. Only to be able to use it when I need and when I really want to.

I realize more and more my desire to create children. My children. Our children.

I am not worried. I am in a state in which I can hardly feel worried.

I make the best of my body. I give it what it needs. I have learned to listen to it. I am devoted to it. And my body is thankful for that.

I know exactly why I have the people around me in my life just now. And if one gets out of my life then I would know why it has happened. And I am clear with that.

I know where I'm at.

Clearly.